Oh My GOD!!

Someone other then my friend Kerry actually read my blog. Who would of thought. Wondering how people found it.

I have a story and a life lesson to the few readers of this horrible horrible horrible comma lacking blog.

I bought tickets to an event through the amazingly over-priced ticketmaster. 7 dollar curitousy charge my ass. In my thriftyness and non trust of the post office; I got the tickets sent to me via e-mail. Then I did the dumbest thing ever. I accidently deleted the tickets. That of course would send the average person into a pannick but not me. Why you ask? I will tell you, it is because I thought I would probably accidently delete them. So I downloaded the tickets to my computer the day I got them, just in case I made such a stupid mistake. The moral of this story is to know thyself. Too many people live their life thinking they are perfect, when of course they are not. Know your weaknesses. Work the best to improve them. For instance, at work, I started to write things down. I have a horrible short term memory. I don't know why I didn't write things down at first. I guess I was too prideful. I guess that is a deadly sin.

I would like to respond to something that was written in my comments. One of the people gave one of those fun comments that women like to give so much. I don't want to actually quote this person, because this is a crappy blog. NO QUOTES!! Well maybe later. The comment was something along the line of, "I thought this guy was really deep, then I got to the part about the boobs and it was 'nope he is just an regular guy'". That kind of bothered me in a sense, because being a "regular guy" isn't a bad thing. At least I do not think it is. I see nothing wrong with loving boobs and appreciating the female form. One thing I have learned in my life that it is impossible to objectify women, because women are already objects. I have had conversations with women about this. In fact my mom believes there will exist a time where porn will not exist. Of course I disagreed with her. A lot of women try to turn it around on me, thinking that it would change my mind how I look at them. In reality it doesn't change it in the slightest. I realize that the way I look is part of who I am. It affects how people react towards me, therefore it affects my personality and the person I am. It is one of the many factors of what makes me, me. Plus if someone doesn't like the way I look, why would I want a relationship with them? That doesn't make a lick of sense to me. She could be the perfect girl, but if she isn't attracted to me, what is the point? I guess she could fall in love with my personality, but it is not that personality that is going to have sex with her.

While I am writing so freaking much, another thing that bothers me is the idea of "It is his/her loss". It doesn't bother me when people say it, it bothers me when people believe it. I say it of course. I say it to make myself feel better, because it stings when I get rejected. In reality I know it isn't their loss because they didn't like me. When I throw away something I do not like, I do not feel lost it. I believe the truth of the matter it is neither person's loss, but both of their gains. Why be with person who you are not attracted to? Why want to be with someone who isn't attracted to you?

Well that is what I think. That is what is in this mind of mine. Take it for what it is worth. All zero of you who is going to actually read this.

Random Thought of the Day

Screw drivers are used for screwing.

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