Today is a weird day

Yesterday I was sick. Today I feel a little better. Took yesterday off which was the first sick day I have EVER took since I got into the work force. Well maybe not. I don't remember taking many. Basically my throat was in pain. So I slept an extra 6 hourse.

Life is weird

Life is weird. Here I was about to complain about my lack of self control and the fact that even though I knew it would make me break even or even exceed my daily caloric intake I still ate a piece of cake and that I was 27 and going to die in at least 40 years from now however in reality I have 27 good years left and that is only if I keep myself healthy learn that someone I didn't like died today.

Isn't that weird. Ever have someone you just didn't like die? Well anyone who knows me knows that I chat online. I met this one girl about 3 years ago and basically learned that she was one of the most insecure person I have ever met. Talking to her was painful at times. So basically I stopped. Then I befriended her best friend and all hell broke lose. Well not hell per say just a lot of annoying things going down.

Well to make a long story short I basically stop talking to both of them. See her once afterwards which was kind of awkward since I didn't want to talk to her since she annoyed the hell out of me.

Now I don't have to worry about that because she had a blood clot from her leg go into her brain and now she is dead.

I feel weird. I feel sorry for her parents and the people who loved her. When you first hear about it I felt a little guilty for not liking her. Then I remembered the reason and I don't feel guilty anymore. I do hope she is in heaven and finds what she missed down here that made her so miserable in life.

What it does do however is make me think of my stupid mortality. I hate being mortal. It is annoying as hell. I hate having to fight my body to try to make it healthy. Stupid body wanting me to remain fat due to years of evolution. Stupid worrying about my heart and all of the other things that can kill me RIGHT NOW. My dream is probably going to suck tonight.

Super Bowl

That was a crappy Superbowl. NFL needs to something about its officiating other than telling me that it is ok. Too many people think that the Steelers got a bias. They need to embrace technology. We live in a world where they can put censors on the ball and the endzone so there is no question what so ever that the ball crossed the endzone. As a football fan I feel robbed of a fair game. I almost feel dirty that I watched that piece of crap. At least I got to see someone get hit in the head with a cell phone. Aww commercials.

Random Thought of the Day
Sleeping 14 hours and then working 12 hours and then watching scrubs and then typing about a girl's death and finally typing my blog really makes the butt hurt.